我愛的人

我知道故事不会太曲折
我总会遇见一个什么人
陪我过没有了她的人生
成家立业之类的等等

她做了她觉得对的选择
我只好祝福她真的对了
爱不到我最想要爱的人
谁还能要我怎样呢

我爱的人 不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸 都属于另一个人
她真幸福 幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨 她的爱怎么那么深

我的爱人 她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神 说明了我不可能
每当听见 她或他说(我们)
就像听见爱情 永恒的嘲笑声

New habit

It's been happening for 2 weeks
2 days actually.

My new habit
I hope it's here to stay.
Last Sunday and today,
I was up real early, at around 7,
washed up, and went down to the coffeeshop
And ordered me a nice cup of tea, 2 half-boiled eggs
And spent the morning reading my Time magazine.

After a week of work and late nights,
It's nice to be a morning person.
5 days of work and lack of sleep really took its toll
As I slept for 18 hours on Sat.
Basically spent the whole day sleeping.

Still it's worth it.
For I am refreshed on Sundays.
Besides, for once I can call my friends out while the sun still shines.

Drowning

I am up to my neck in debts.

Singtel wants $500, a.s.phoon wants $200, colleagues want $175, bike repairs requires another $200 at least.
That's more than $1000 in expenditure.
This month's pay?
Around a thousand.

Looks like it's going to be another month before I can live comfortably again.

So sad that I can't even go out and enjoy a nice movie with my friends.
Haven't watch Star Wars, Mr. and Mrs Smith and Initial D.
Yesterday Shi An ask me out to drink, and I told him I want to sleep.
When I had been sleeping the whole day and was wide awake.

Slog slog slog

启程

＊每一天，都有一些事情将会发生；
　每段路，都有即将要来的旅程；
　每颗心，都有值得期待的成分；
　每个人，都有爱上另一个人的可能。

＃想爱就不能害怕会有伤痕，
　没有人完整，却有人能信任，才找到永恒。

△想到达明天，现在就要启程，只有你能带我走向未来的旅程。
　想到达明天，现在就要启程，你能让我看见黑夜过去　天开始明亮的过程。

Repeat ＊,＃

★想到达明天，现在就要启程，只有你能带我走向未来的旅程。
　想到达明天，现在就要启程，你能让我看见黑夜过去

Repeat △　★,△

除此之外

Say Goodnight 晚安 谢谢你陪我一整个夜晚
Close your eyes, be quiet 我明白你有自己的不安
很多来不及我不曾看见 我只遇见你的现在
不管你接受或离开 I hope to stay for a while
除此之外 要你明白 你的笑我真是喜欢看
于是我一次又一次等待 其实都还算愉快
除此之外 非常遗憾 你的心我还是打不开
And if you need somebody 我确定我会在 不会走开
So Goodbye 晚安 舍不得看你觉得不自在
It's alright, I'm fine 看起来 这故事会写不完
很多差一点你没有发现 你只认识我的现
不管你留下或走开 I'm gonna stay for a while
除此之外 我要你明白 你的笑我真是喜欢看
于是我一次又一次等待 其实都还算愉快
除此之外 非常遗憾 你的心我还是打不开
And if you need somebody 我确定我会在
除此之外 我还在等待 你的心将为我敞开
But if you need somebody 你知道我会在 不会走开 不会走开

Magnifique

Magnifique
Chanson d’amour, cherie
c’est fantastique
Comme on chante de nos coeurs

Fabuleux
La joie de vivre
Comme on chante quand on est amoureux

Les regards languereux
Les balades romantiques
La belle vie, rien de mieux sur cette terre

Magnifique
Chanson d’amour, cherie
c’est fantastique
quand on est amoureux

bedroom

wow!
first time i feel that singapore is a city that never sleeps.
i found a pub.
at circular rd, that opens till 0900!
pretty good music.
drinks that are slightly expensive.
fun crowd.
i went, i drank, i danced, on the bar top no less.
haha.
when i left, it was *woah* all so bright outside.
interesting!

east coast park

I found a new place at east coast.
it is better than the place we went to.
nice place to sit and talk.
or just gaze at the stars.
i saw 2 shooting stars.
first time in my life.
unbelievable.

Races

There are some races that you just can't win.
Apparently.
If you start late,
you lose.
Even when it seems like you are catching up,
you lose.
Hell I'm gonna continue running anyway.
Miracles happen, I might win.
Or I'll just run till I drop.
Or I'll just keep running till one day,
I'll switch tracks one day.
One day. Not today, but maybe one day.

NCC outing

I went drinking again today...
Hahahahaha...
Not working? Doesn't make a difference.
Drink!
Hahahahaha...
Went drinking with the NCC fellas.
$15 each, $135 altogether,
Equates to 2 bottles of vodka and 1 bottle of bourbon
Plus a bottle of orange juice, 7-up and coke.
Courtesy of Carrefour
We didn't finish it.
There's still half a bottle of bourbon left.
Damn why don't I have coke at home.
Should have bought some coke on my way back.
Drink drink drink.........................

痴心絕對

想用一杯LATTE把妳灌醉
好讓妳能多愛我一點
暗戀的滋味　妳不懂這種感覺
早有人陪的妳永遠不會

＊看見妳和他在我面前
證明我的愛只是愚昧
妳不懂我的　那些憔悴
是妳永遠不曾過的體會

＃為妳付出那種傷心妳永遠不了解
我又何苦勉強自己愛上妳的一切
妳又狠狠逼退　我的防備
靜靜關上門來默數我的淚

＋明知道讓妳離開他的世界不可能會
我還傻傻等到奇蹟出現的那一天
直到那一天　妳會發現
真正愛妳的人獨自守著傷悲

重唱　＊,＋

曾經我以為我自己會後悔
不想愛的太多痴心絕對
為妳落第一滴淚　為妳做任何改變
也喚不回妳對我的堅決

重唱　＃,＋

直到那一天　妳會發現
真正愛妳的人獨自守著傷悲

where is the money...

Oh my...
It's June already.
Within 7 days, I'll get my pay.
I've calculated that it'll be around 800 plus.
I've also calculated that after paying off all that I need to pay,
I'll have nothing left.
Oh my goodness...
How am I going to survive June...