day off

I think I worked too much lately.
Yesterday's day off was quite refreshing.
However, it was spent at home....
AT HOME!!!
I need to get out more.
Luckily this week got 3 day-offs.
HAHA...
Thursday, Friday and Sunday.
Where do I go now... *GunsNRoses melody*

李圣杰--手放开

我把自己关起来只留下一个阳台
每当天黑推开窗我对着夜幕发呆
看着往事一幕一幕
再次演出你我的爱
我把电视机打开听着别人的对白
也许那些故事可以给我一个交代
你要的爱我学不来
眼睁睁看情变坏人怔怔看情感概
不能给你未来我还你现在
安静结束也是另一种对待
当眼泪流下来伤已超载
分开也是另一种明白
我给你最后的疼爱是手放开
不要一张双人床中间隔着一片海
感情的污点就留给时间慢慢漂白
把爱收进胸前左边口袋
最后的疼爱是手放开
不想用言语拉扯所以选择不责怪
感情就像候车月台有人走有人来
我的心是一个站牌写着等待
最后的疼爱是手放开
我把收音机打开听着别人的失败
啃咽的声音仿佛诉说着相同悲哀
你的依赖还在胸怀
我无法轻易推开我无法随便走开
感情中专心的人容易被伤害

and it is done

tu vraiment l'as pensé à travers,
tu étais confondez et es toujours,
comment contradictoire.

mais laisse tomber,
tu as composé ton esprit et je le respecterai.
quoi qu'il en soit j'ai composé la même décision avant que tu m'as dit ta décision.
ainsi, juste soyons les meilleurs des amis.

et n'essayez pas cela acte disparaissant à toi encore.

En Français

à l'avenir, j'écrirai ce blog en français,
parce que tu ne comprendras pas.
ainsi je peux écrire sans s'inquiète.
j'ai beaucoup de choses dans mon esprit,
j'ai décidé que tu ne les sauras pas.
de sorte que nous soyons au moins toujours des amis,
parce que j'estime que je te effraye loin.
à toi, je deviendrai le vieil effronté, écoute, s'inquiétant l'ami encore.

Something Stupid - Frank Sinatra

I know I stand in line until you think you have the time to spend an evening with me.
And if we go some place to dance I know that there's a chance you won't be leaving with me.
Then afterwards we drop into a quiet little place and have a drink or two.
And then I go and spoil it all by saying something stupid like "I love you"

I can see it in your eyes that you despise the same old lies you heard the night before.
And though it's just a line to you, for me it's true and never felt so right before.

I practice every day to find some clever lines to say to make the meaning come true,
But then I think I'll wait until the evening gets late and I'm alone with you.
The time is right, your perfume fills my head, the stars get red and oh the night so blue.
And then I go and spoil it all by saying something stupid like "I love you"

The time is right, your perfume fills my head, the stars get red and oh the night so blue.
And then I go and spoil it all by saying something stupid like "I love you"

"I love you"
"I love you"
"I love you"

A crazy idea

I have.

To some people it might not be crazy.
To me?
If I actually do it, yah it's crazy.

First I need to gather some information,
Then I need to research and plan.
After that I need to made some observations.
Depending on which comes the stage when I evaluate whether I can actually pull it off.

Here goes nothing!

I love you for sentimental reasons - Nat King Cole

Preamble
It was dedicated to you when you saw it on my msn.

I love you for sentimental reasons
I hope you do believe me
I'll give you my heart

I love you
And you alone were meant for me
Please give your loving heart to me
And say we'll never part

I think of you every morning
Dream of you every night
Darling I'm never lonely
Whenever you're in sight

I love you for sentimental reasons
I hope you do believe me
I've given you my heart

I think of you every morning
Dream of you every night
Darling I'm never lonely
Whenever you're in sight

I love you for sentimental reasons
I hope you do believe me
I've given you my heart

here's the sad entry

you were drunk and you forgotten,
how convenient.
what if you weren't?
would you have done the same things.

how much do you really remember?
how much did you really forget?
maybe people are really different.
the countless times i've been drunk,
i still remember what happened.
out of control maybe, but amnesia, not so much.

i prefer you drunk then.
haha, haha, haha.
when you told me how you feel about us, about him.
how we held hands, how we kissed.

who says i can't smile and be sad at the same time.
i am but a shield, sounds familiar?
can you break this shield?

Loonism again

In the book of Relationships,
Loonism says it is not who starts the race that matters,
It is who finishes it.

This is what I preach to people.
But somehow, like a doctor who can't heal himself,
I can't self preach.

Little things get to me.
They are so little, I don't even know why I'm bothered.
Time, to shake myself up.
Just go in and get it.

Old school revisited ;)

Someday - Nickelback

How the hell did we wind up like this
Why weren't we able
To see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables

I wish you'd unclench your fists
And unpack your suitcase
Lately there's been too much of this
Don't think it's too late

Nothin's wrong
just as long as
you know that someday I will

Someday, somehow
gonna make it alright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
gonna make it alright but not right now
I know you're wondering when

Well i hoped that since we're here anyway
We could end up saying
Things we've always needed to say
So we could end up stringing
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Let's rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a hollywood horror

Nothin's wrong
just as long as
you know that someday I will

Someday, somehow
gonna make it alright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
gonna make it alright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)

[Solo]

How the hell did we wind up like this
Why weren't we able
To see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Let's rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a hollywood horror

Nothin's wrong
just as long as
you know that someday I will

Someday, somehow
gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
gonna make it alright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
I know you're wondering when

R1 2005! Can't wait! 

童话

忘了有多久 再没听到你
对我说你最爱的故事
我想了很久 我开始慌了
是不是我又做错了什么
你哭着对我说 童话里都是骗人的
我不可能是你的王子
也许你不会懂 从你说爱我以后
我的天空 星星都亮了

我愿变成童话里 你爱的那个天使
张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局
我要变成童话里 你爱的那个天使
张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局
我会变成童话里 你爱的那个天使
张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局

一起写我们的结局

Je ne sais rien

Je ne sais rien.
i know nothing
Je ne sais pas que sa couleur de favori est bleue.
i don't know her favourite colour is blue
Je ne sais pas qu'elle veut le parfum de estée lauder.
i don't know she want the estée lauder perfume
Je ne sais pas qu'elle aime les bikinis blancs.
i don't know she like the white bikinis
Je ne sais pas ce qu'elle aime.
i don't know what she likes

Quand on l'aime, on devra savoir tous.
when one loves, one should know
Je sais une chose, je l'aime
i know one thing, i like her

Elle

Elle est une belle femme.
she is a beautiful woman
Une femme speciale.
a special woman
Je pense que je l'aime.
i think i like her

Elle a juste celebré son anniversaire.
she just celebrated her birthday
Nous avons eu un bon temps.
we had a good time
Apres, ses amis ont celebré son anniversaire pour elle aussi.
after, her friends celebrated for her too
Si heureux de la voir heureuse.
so happy to see her happy

Nous avons eu quelques obstacles.
we had some obstacles
Mais je pense maintenant est le temps.
but i think now is the time
Je veux être avec elle.
i want to be with her
J'ai manqué une chance.
i missed a chance
Je ne veux pas la manquer encore.
i don't want to miss it again

Mais il y a le monstre pourpre.
but there is the purple monster
Elle etait ainsi touchée par ce qu'il a fait.
she was so touched by what he did
A-t-elle ete touchée autant par moi?
was she as touched by me?
Ce n'est pas important.
that's not important
Le plus important est je l'aime.
the important thing is i like her